TYLER

 *reminder do not! i repeat DO NOT read this...kim and nadz its not for your eyes to see...
this post is stupid and i don't want you to read this coz i was confused when i wrote this...and now im still... so there's a chance that this freaking msg. is wrong..or not true... ^^
do not read!!!!




tyler...tyler...tyler...tyler...tyler...tyler...tyler...
Geez! i can't stop saying your name...i can't stop thinking about you ever since the day i heard the news that you were leaving...i'm trying so hard to make myself occupied, i've been trying to fill my mind with words that doesn't even mean important to me...my thoughts are free to go anywhere but how come they always, ALWAYS head in your direction...i hate it coz i barely know you, ok well actually i already know some stuff about you but what i mean is i don't even know what you look like or are you the same tyler i know in my inbox....uhhh!!!! it bugs me so much because you're only a friend to me? right? that's what you are to me, right? or is that what i wanted to believe in...i don't want to repeat the same mistake again like what i felt for "peter pan" i hate it coz i got hurt because of it...gosh! it really bothers me coz i think..i think...i think..that.i kinda sorta maybe love you a lot more than i expected.....and i WISH i could have a chance to see you and get to know you more...but i guess im too late...and all i could do now is accept the fact.... that you're moving... somewhere far from me and that i'll never see you...i'm sorry if i lied...i told you that i love you as a friend but actually what im feeling is beyond a love for a friend...
fudge! i hate goodbyes! and the person who invented the word! hmpf :'<
and i also HATE CRYING!!!! :'(
(hey, im only sweating through my eyes)
can't you stay?
i will really miss you...
never forget me...
i don't care anymore if my grammars are wrong...this letter is about my confession...confession of my worthless love for you...

I love you Tyler...<3


*thank you for not reading...